I Mean You
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Sunday, 18 December 2005 00:35 |
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"i'll follow you"
for penny
i've spent more than a quarter of a century with you em- bedded at the center of my life, & i'm still
just as crazy about you as i've always been, even though we've been a- part these two
& a half years, & you may never join me in the life i'm seeking on the other side of the atlantic ocean, but now
i'm right here in the motor city & you don't want to see me, i guess i thought you would never leave me be-
hind, but how wrong can a motherfucker be, & now it would seem that you ve started a new life for yourself
without me in it, & i wouldn't blame you, to find another man who can be there for you when you need him, & help you
with your troubles, & hold you through the cold detroit nights & bring you the semblance of happiness i know you deserve -- oh,
if i've lost you i ve lost the love of my life, heart of my heart, lover of my wildest dreams,
forgiver of my trespasses, faithful wife & companion & partner in crime as long as you could stand it, you've followed me so long
against all possible odds & i can feel you turning a- way from me although not a word has been spoken
but if you don't want me i won't stand in your way, if i can't make it be right & there's no happy ending to our protracted romance
i wish you the best, my baby, all the best of everything i wish i could give you for the rest of your life
--detroit august 20/30-31, 2005/ amsterdam october 10, 2005
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