| I Mean You | 
	| Sunday, 18 December 2005 00:35 | 
| #40
 
 "i'll follow you"
 
 for penny
 
 
 i've spent more
 than a quarter of a century
 with you em-
 bedded at the center
 of my life, & i'm still
 
 just as crazy
 about you as i've
 always been, even though
 we've been a-
 part these two
 
 & a half years, & you
 may never join me
 in the life i'm seeking
 on the other side
 of the atlantic ocean, but now
 
 i'm right here
 in the motor city
 & you don't want to see me,
 i guess i thought
 you would never leave me be-
 
 hind, but how wrong
 can a motherfucker be,
 & now it would seem
 that you ve started
 a new life for yourself
 
 without me in it,
 & i wouldn't blame you,
 to find another man
 who can be there for you
 when you need him, & help you
 
 with your troubles,
 & hold you
 through the cold detroit nights
 & bring you the semblance of happiness
 i know you deserve -- oh,
 
 if i've lost you
 i ve lost the love
 of my life, heart
 of my heart, lover
 of my wildest dreams,
 
 forgiver of my trespasses,
 faithful wife & companion
 & partner in crime
 as long as you could stand it,
 you've followed me so long
 
 against all possible odds
 & i can feel you turning a-
 way from me
 although not a word
 has been spoken
 
 but if you don't want me
 i won't stand in your way,
 if i can't make it be right
 & there's no happy ending
 to our protracted romance
 
 i wish you the best,
 my baby,
 all the best of everything
 i wish i could give you
 for the rest of your life
 
 
 
 --detroit
 august 20/30-31, 2005/
 amsterdam
 october 10, 2005
 
 
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