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[11] "crepescule with nellie" E-mail
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#86

crepescule with nellie 

for penny


here comes those blues again
before the sun rise,

same blues at sun down,
blues all night & day. you know i

want to be in
love with you, baby, but i

just can t stand your
low-down, incon-

siderate ways. & it's not like i
haven t tried, but every

where i turn
there it is again, the shitty end

of the stick
right back in my face. what i

wanted most of
all to be was simply

crazy about you,
baby, i wanted you to be

the onliest woman
to share my weird existence

in intimate congress, body
& soul, the way it was

when our union
once was whole, or even

like it is right now
when we strip off our troubles

along with our clothes
& pleasure one another's flesh

without constraint or reservation
just like two people in love.

the truth is, i wanted to grow
old with you, like thelonious

& nellie monk
sharing the strange twilight

of his most difficult years,
their kids all grown up,

left to themselves at last,
peering together out

into the dusk
through a life's disappointments

& high times as well,
alone together

as moon & darkness gathered
on the near horizon,

looking back over their common life
with a big smile on their face. oh,

if we could only make it
as far as the two of them

stuck it out with each other
through thick & thin,

the give & take required
to make a go of it

is just not within our grasp,
i can t give any more

nor can i take it
any farther than you let me,

baby,
this must be the end

of a love affair that failed,
there's not enough delight left

to block out the pain, no
no baby, i can t anchor my life

to the wild swings of your mood
or love you & hate you

at the very same time, you
know i want to be in

love with you baby
but it's time for you to go 

those same blues are coming back now,
my heart has turned to stone

& i ve got a cold cold feeling,
it's just like ice around my heart 

i know i m gonna quit somebody
every time that feeling start



detroit
august 7 , 1987

note: the blues is cold cold feeling 
as performed by aaron t-bone  walker



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